if you didn't know, i hav been working as a flyer distributor for the past few days. It was fun yet boring. ironic? flyer distributor job seemed easy and low class but who cares man? haha. i have the time and i need the money so why not try it out. these few days seemed to pass by swiftly, in a moment's time i will be participating in xphysique. hopefully, my team and i can pass through all the stations uninjured and complete the competition.

i saw quite a number of kind souls and also a number of hostile people.

The Friendly "Wo bao" aunties

They are extremely friendly. In fact i copied their way of distributing papers. "good afternoon sir, thank you". there's always smiles on their faces. However, their distribution of papers is easier than mine. More often than not, i will stay close to one of the aunties and "shun shou qian yang". 

The mysterious postwoman/auntie 

On my very first day of flyer job, i just stand at my corner and distribute flyers. the response is poor. until then, a mysterious auntie wearing shades and a cap while riding a bicycle, stopped in front of me and offered me some advice. "boy, r u giving me that?" "boy, u need to be walking around, give every single person, dun need to care whether they take or not, jus give." Ok, if i really do that, i will be cheating cos i can only give certain ppl according to what the company stated. but who cares? haha. i just give to everyone i see in the end.

The weird man

im sure some of u may have heard me saying abt this, this man has been watching me distributing flyers. he offered to help me to distribute the flyers. and of cos i rejected him flatly. and out of nowhere, he snatched a stack of flyers from my hands and ran away distributing. I thought he's some kind of drunkard and i shifted down to other end and distribute. wah, anyway when i rejected him, i tot i was going to get beaten, he had a scar like those of frank ribery(soccer player) on his face. but luckily im not. i tot i jus have to siam him anyway. haha

other than those ppl which i had a deeper impression on. i have seen a group of chiobu rejecting my flyers. i have seen individual chiobu accepting my flyers. i have seen proud ppl (those in formal wear), i almost sweared the word F. haha they just walk past you without looking at you. that means you smile and talked to them, they will just ignore you. they don't care you get injured or wat, they just want to bump their way through. maybe i should have pushed them back to the road. lol. jus kidding.

im not gg to blog abt results, so sorry. i can only say i did average. not good not bad. if anyone know my grades, please dun spread around. thanks for your kind understanding.

ok, zao liao. bye.

alright, maybe im pissed bcos i feel im a noob when i cycle. im pissed of myself. im pissed that ppl cant keep their promises. im pissed of myself for not accepting ppl's excuses for that. im pissed real pissed.

fed up? but what can i do? first i caused my junior to fall, i hope she can pull herself tgt. i really hope im the one suffering the injuries she got. next, i got relli pissed when i cant accept ppl's excuses. i relli wanted to. but deep down inside me, something is telling me to be relli mad abt it. i dunno what to do alrdy.

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why cant i be more careful? why cant i jus accept ppl's apology and jus ok carry on with life?

it's been 2 weeks but it's been like 1/6 of the semester gone? and quiz is arnd the corner. lol. im still lagging behind by alot. econs tutorial really cmi. i oni concentrate on looking at the transparency answers. my tutor's accent is so strong that i relli cant comprehend what he's saying. i tink jus hav to get used to it. and speak more "tiong" english. As for bio tutorial, it's even cmi. i dun even understand 30 percent of the tutorial. but it's of cos better than lect. bio we need concrete notes. please give us text. and diagrams for us to understand. maths was relatively okay, but again, it's too fast.

kerry's bday chalet coming up on 30th aug, i promised to go. i tink i jus hav to go. lol. and this sun leon's farewell dinner. wish him all the best in china. and bright future in ministry of foreign affairs. what else. siyan's bday 13th sept. ppl are alrdy asking if im free. well, i hav to mug man. 15th is my test already. but i guess i will go anyway. meet up wif sec sch frens and most imptly it's his 21st.

time management has always been a problem for me. i never stick to the timetable i planned, so timetable is useless for me i tink. i can plan to go somewhere tmr, but i end up doing other things. mum has been complaining about this to me, asking me to know how to prioritise things. i always end up slacking at home, playing. it's so unlike me in sec sch days. i have somehow lost the motivation. in sec sch, i can read chinese dictionary and im not kidding. jus to get some useful words and idioms for my compositions. and i was so hardworking. i relli tink into the concepts and understand them. i need to straighten out my thoughts. know what i want and go for it. i have to be a mugger. that's my only choice.

from cousin ken blog. can see that he's quite unhappy wif things are going these few days. he's in a foul mood on national day. no wonder he dun1 to talk. he jus dun1 to speak. he want to have time for himself. ken been my closest cousin, one i played go out wif most of the times since young. everytime i will go excited when he come to my house, cos he always bring new things to play. like gameboy colour, etc. he nvr fail to update me on the trends outside. he also the one who went shopping wif me recently for sch "uniforms" lol. chequered berms. topman plains. i can say he's one unique guy. he got aims and ambitions. unlike me, i jus follow ppl.

time for some things inspirational, n = x + 1?